To The One Who Loved Me

APOLOGIES

You have loved me truly for so long

   and give me all the comfort that I thought I needed

You even tried to sing for me a song

   But I didn't know how much you cried and bled.

You were my confidant when I was in pain

   and always cared when I was too far away

You were with me under the rain

   though, I refused when you said, "Please stay".

Thousands of tears I shed because of my mediocre feeling

   I didn't realize that you were so bothered

You gave me the courage to face the world boldly again

   I never noticed; my burdens to you were pinpricks showered.

You begged me to give you opportunity

  But I didn't give you even a little chance

I told you, "NO" 'cause my heart still IS not ready

   but you still waited for me in glee.

Now I look back to how it all started

   To be someone special, something different, was what you wanted

I was so stupid, I really am, when it's reluctance that I chose

   I didn't realize that I have a dear friend to lose.

You showed me the world, things that I've been searching for

   I have loved you but not enough, nothing more

I didn't quite know if that was infatuation

   I'm so sorry, please forgive me, I have been a frustration.

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