Another graphic for TRAP

Okay, here's another one. I made this a few minutes ago. I can't think of anyone who fits my character except for Max Irons and Logan Lerman. Since Logan is younger and my character is just 18 years old, Logan is perfect, I chose him over Max.

TRAP (very short overview)

when i say "SHORT", it means more than it appears. hahaha. I tried to photoshop a pic, sadly i didnt get good graphic out of it. I dont know how to edit an imgae. HONESTLY. So here it is. :)

BRAVE NEW WORLD & STARCROSSED

I bought these books last year, just before the school days end. until now, i haven't read any of them. Why? I don't want to open the first one, which is "Brave New World" by Alduos Huxley from its packaging. Secondly, Starcrossed seems to be a very good book but i am too scared to be swallowed by its story. i know i should keep reading because i am currently writing my story. hopefully, someone would consider my story and publish it (fingers crossed)

well anyway, the next time i blog about these books, i might have posted another book review. It's fun reviewing books lately. it's not my thing but i think i can get used to it. whooo! just let me know if you want to review mine too! HAHAHA (evil laugh) Early next week, i will post an excerpt from my novel. i wish it would interest anyone. thanks! ----Avey Guinto

NEW PERSPECTIVE

So, it's been how many months since I've posted about my romantic life. i guess i never really had one before. here's the gist. anyway, i just want to share a few moments with Althea; the girl who was icy clod last night. hahaha. we had our over night to prepare things for our upcoming fashion show. guess what? i am one of the models. yes, that's is true my dear. :P then, i was actually on twitter getting back on the game. i saw her post and i know she got her heart broken. it's awful, i know. and it sucks! i didnt know if i should say something about it or what. i just felt like giving her a hug. but she never did want one! hahaha. Anyway, here's the real score. Love is limited. it is a word said in whispered voice and cupped hands. I don't quite understand but REAL LOVE is hard to find these days. I can't hardly tell the difference between LOVE and HATRED any longer. I DON'T HAVE A BITTERNESS IN ME, NOT EVEN ONCE. I just can't imagine myself falling in love, again.

BUT I JUST DID. I FALL IN LOVE. I FALL FOR TWO HOT MEN AT THE SAME TIME. AND THIS IS MY DILEMMA.

MAX IRONS AND LOGAN LERMAN MY FAIRY TALE GUYS. <3

SHATTER ME

I finished reading this book last year and i was not able to post my comments and a little reactions about it.

“Shatter Me” is a surprisingly delightful and addictive dystopian read that centralizes on the balance between good and evil and a hot love story. i like how the writer begins and ends the story. it is as riveting as the hunger games trilogy and as astonishing as the X-men series.

here's the gist of the book.
Juliette hasn’t touched anyone in exactly 264 days.

The last time she did, it was an accident, but The Reestablishment locked her up for murder. No one knows why Juliette’s touch is fatal. As long as she doesn’t hurt anyone else, no one really cares. The world is too busy crumbling to pieces to pay attention to a 17-year-old girl. Diseases are destroying the population, food is hard to find, birds don’t fly anymore, and the clouds are the wrong color.

The Reestablishment said their way was the only way to fix things, so they threw Juliette in a cell. Now so many people are dead that the survivors are whispering war— and The Reestablishment has changed its mind. Maybe Juliette is more than a tortured soul stuffed into a poisonous body. Maybe she’s exactly what they need right now.

Juliette has to make a choice: Be a weapon. Or be a warrior.


So, the character is really amazing.

DELIRIUM

alright, i am actually writing a dystopian novel entitled “Trap”

because i am ambitious, it’s a trilogy. i know it’ll sound not original but i am trying to make a heroine that might give a greater impact on the readers. a heroine that we all can relate with. but it’s kinda hard since The hunger games trilogy is taking the world. then, divergent came out and it swallowed me whole. i love the plot and how veronica roth created tris. she is the perfect of all heroines in the books that i read. i fall in love with the book a million times and i keep reading it everytime i want to.

okay, back to my story. i badly needed help. sort of inspiration i guess. i like to make my novel memorable and poignant as the YA novels that i already read. i don’t want to copy the hunger games trilogy neither divergent trilogy. but as i keep on writing, Finnick is taking over me and Four keeps crashing through my mind. ugh, maybe what i really need is focus and determination.

yeees, i really envy my friend althea. she just sent a message to a filipino author and she replied! “Pwede kang magsulat, tutulungan kita!”— Bebang Siy

i want someone to tell me that too. not just from my friends or classmates, but from a great writer like veronica roth and suzanne collins. T.T

IMPOSSIBLE.

i know they are busy and they don’t even have a tumblr account. what a misery that i’m going through now. im getting more pessimistic as i am getting closer on finishing my first book. :”(

i am in a dilemma. i don't know if i can get out of this mess. this is really frustrating. insecurities are swallowing me whole. envy and jealousy devoured me. i am shattered into pieces, i don't know if i can still be fixed. :(

help is much appreciated.


thank you!

from: love-and-misery

(Ava Marie)