mediocrity

I just figured out that

I am not happy.

I can’t even think

A single thing about me.

Am I getting clear

To what I have to say?

Cause every time, I fear

                That I’ll end up in dismay.

Am I really a part

                Of vivid possibilities?

And that I could fill my heart

                With gladness, not just fantasies.

There’s something in the air tonight,

Its summer but I can’t feel a bite.

Where’s my Romeo? But I am really not Juliet.

I wish I were.

I’ve been waiting for Prince Charming

With his noble steed, so bold.

I wonder if he could ever hear me weeping,

Maybe, he’ll meet me when I am old.

And what about my knight,

Glittering with his shining armor?

He could be still searching for his light,

When I should be the one he’s looking for.

I just thought Superman

Would catch me if I fall

He’s busy saving others, is that really a man?

Maybe. He already forgets my call.

Perhaps, I was just too busy

Watching those doleful movies

Reading tons of books with no pictures

For to affection and love, I became so lazy.

For in truth, I never knew

In particular what I am searching.

Time is passing, people come and go

And I’ definitely longing for nothing.

Is it still early to begin my story?

Do Romeo, Superman, and Prince really exist?

I only want a clear answer to my question;

When will this world be fair?

Cause im getting tired waiting

For the love that one day,

I’m hoping to be mine.

DARKNESS

The moon doesn’t show up tonight

                After a day so bright

Mr. sunshine gives way for the night

                But seems to be shy as he disappears form sight.

Little children seek fir the answer

                Where’s the light after the sun goes under?

Thick clouds conspire to cover

                The moon that should rise to yonder

The heavenly stars flattering in delight

                But still no moon to discover

Along the hills, maybe beyond the heights

                Hiding there is he, afraid of thunder.

Am I Falling?

I don’t know how it all started

                But something only I can remember

                                Is me, singing sweet lullaby.

My heart isn’t yet prepared

                This is like climbing tower

                                That the only thing I could do is to try.

For everyday, my eyes are glued to yours

                Would you believe me, there are butterflies

                                In my stomach when you’re around?

With thoughts of you, I can’t breathe anymore

                Whenever you’re near me,

                                My world seems to shut down.

It took me so long

                And here I am, still confused

                                If I could ever handle this feeling.

Everything seems new to me, I could be wrong.

                I could be ready for this

                                But I’m still asking myself if

                                                Am I falling in love with you.

Dream Coming True

he's really coming to town. oh my gaaawd!!!! i thought im going to meet him five years from now, and i thought wrong. dear... pangarap ko siya. as in. super